Hello!! been busy with raya preparations.But also can be tiringg and annoying you know.Still havent got my clothes,but it's okay.Yesterday 140909 was very tiring,met up with mum and auntie and went to geylang and and with my uniform, can you imagine how much can i sweat,it's already hot there and with my school uniform and ,idk,just very humid.Reached home at about 11.45.Talked on phone till about 12.30 and finally went to bed.

okay..now just in the library,right now just feeling so damn bored,and fucked up,just dont feel like talking to do anything.,i can't believe im tearing in my school library.omg.. suck up sia.

Im suppose to meet S , then mum ask me to meet her at 4.45,im alreadynot sure what time will S finish or reach school.I bet mum will make more noise if i were to be late meeting her again.idk lah..ape nak jadi ,jadi lah..then S ask me to go home,im already in school.WTF SIA! idk lah everything just cock up just like that .Im so irritated,very annoyed.argh ! WTH!

i still gotta to send my classmate our group project ,and i got alot to do sia.nvm,im out of words.bye

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Recently problems get worst and bigger, tried to solve it but it's just hard to. feeling very stress and all i can do is cry? well friends are helping but i don't feel any better..feeling empty inside no one knows, but looking happy outside its obvious, now another thing i would like to say is that, it's totally up to you, to believe or not, seems im always hurting your feelings do ignore me and enjoy your life, find a new girl, and please forget me in order to not add on the misery.might as well i give up and kill myself.but im trying hard to do t in a proper mature way,thanks for the concern my friends gave, and all i can say is "i'll try..." don't force me or anything.i trying not to do anything stupid, but thanks alot.im all fucked up, and stress and having that all-over-the-place feeling. argh! i've got no comment already lah.. all just cracking up and getting much more miserable.

hmm kay, i guess im really not in the mood to blog, did this post for just kill time while waiting for someone to come online definitely not shafiq! my friend.like what else you've got to say?? let it all out. urgh! im like so not me! not again! kay.. shut up fiqa...from now i'll not be me ad see how it goes..never in my life i've to carry so much responsibilities and sulking here and there and complains here and there.just don't hope anything from me now on.give me time and i'll be okayy.just bare with me and you'll understand.

Labels: fucked up day that not trying to hurt anyone else