let me see ...hmm...today's practical was alright,did experiment with chun mei my classmate.Never i payed attention in class and know how to do experiments,but today i managed to.Btw today's experiment was actually with milk,okay the smell was...killing me.trust me.After the whole experiment was over did some debrief and after that Miss tan continued giving the answer for yesterday's pest control talk,tell you,i was already confused and the answer were damn freaking long and we had to write? yea we had to write..! i was cold having my lab coat don still and hands were just frozen to write,but whoaa.it was more like a composition siaaa...

Found out monday is going to be half day.Tuesday holiday!! COOL OR WHAT? gerek oik !!but im looking forward for thursday...hmm may not be as open but still gona have fun! we shall !! 3rd 3rd 3rd 3rd !!! that number shall be remembered forever!!

hmm its already.20.05 haha breakfast already ,duh ! stomachs full tho,before i eat a proper food i just munched pastries. i was kinda full and when parents came home mum bought a burger for me..AWESOME! ddah lama tk mkn burger..?.. kk cut the crap.

besok bwk balik cupboard besarrr nyeee,ape lagi project punye pasal uhss..PM1.

m feeling alil better,maybe i thought i've shared things with shafiq?hmm but i still need time to get myself back..had no idea why but just not in the mood.friends cheered me up , but thats for a while,the pain inside is still there.unless its healed as time goes by.but anyways ,thanks to shafiq my buddy for cheering me up and tolerating my attitude after all this while,i hope you understand and help me through.also special thanks to my best buddy,aqilah (:will you help me still? i want you with me :(

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hmm.reached ome,kinda early,at about 6.30? well was fine.. lepak-ed with shafiq for awhile..today..had no idea why my mood just went slanted..not sure moody or angry or what.

reached home, parents not home, brother said they went to buy food for breakfast,i thought okay. i just get ready the drinks.My parents reached home not that late and brought something i havent eat for long time.. Delifrance !! ape lagi, everybody ate it silently,as duh..!! enjoying the food lahh...had milo for drink , wah heavy huh..?

hmm three days of fasting past.im sure this is going to be a fast month?Just now just had a slow talk with shafiq as to release my irritated feeling inside.. i had no idea thi is happening to me for the past few days..nvm just control myself. dalam bulan puasa mesti banyak brsabar fiqa...=.="

hmm now just chatting and i think im out of words,want to chat ...bye!

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I don't why but it's just me...since it's the beginning of fasting month,my mind is always looking back at the past.It makes me feel scared and hating them.I wondered why did i even do those things that can really upset my parents when,i knew that will upset them.Is this a sign that fasting month is the month when i can realize every single bit of my mistake and make sure i don't do it again.Felt this is the time to start a fresh.But wondering how am i suppose to kneel down to my parents and seek forgivness?Im gona be damn shit embarassed..

that biggest mistake of mine , will never get out of my head and will always make me think before doing anyone stupid.i know,why only this time, a mistake i do will really sink into my head? i admit ,yes...well ,thats why from now on,i just keep it to myself and never tell it to anyone or i breakdown and cry.

kk. thats it for that topic..right now just in sch during my break time,doing nothing,in the library.Me with marlyana and aqilah.hmm,but they're off to somewhere else.kk.. ive got nothing else to say...seems like im not in a good area?...you know what i mean?...

take care bye!

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HELLO!! hmm been bored at times at home.But had fun time with my cousins.Went here and there , like kecohh!! haha!!

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Hey! haha watched National Day parade live on tvo..nyeh! =.=' it was alright,couldnt see my cousin involved in the parade . but its okay..

watched singapore idol too,haha some of the contestant were simply jokers. But some are really talented,if im not mistaken .. its a girl....haha she's just talented.

Waiting for tuesday to come still.Sha texted me ,aww boy, can't stand not having fun together.Tuesday yah !! :] .....

simple bored now.hmm textinng buddy [: hmm bored uh bye!

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hey's,for first time came back early..yesterday...everything's okay...

At night went out with family for dinner, naice siaa...KFC been long i ate that...i ate alot trust me...

no school till Tuesday,boring !..A pair of new eyes too ! with him :]

been bored at home,want to topup soon..or get that980 back ! :S , strawberry too next week.

arh ! test on the 13 aug,14 aug, apadaaa..nvm just study then.

charging mp4,hopefully it can work,haiyo..

im hungry,very hungry,my mind eversince was only FOOD !

K off to watch Big momma's house; old movie yet funn.. hehe :]

I LOVE YOU[:

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hmm..finally ; i've got my contacts, one for shafiq too :] Tuesday gona wear,i've worn before but..it's been long..that someone was excited earlier and end up silent of joy.next stop,ring!

Monday is a holiday ; National Day , HAPPY 44TH NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE !! :)

Been sick for about three days? yesterday thursday, was the worst my temp went up so high that i can't control. im having a bad aching on body and sore throat that needs to be cleared off slowly.whats worst..? fever that doesnt gets better ! :S

earlier was about to had practical for FHP, miss loh asked to check temp as every mondays & friday's have to take temp..my temp was 37.88 at first,37.81,37.4(didnt take it properly) nyahahaha.

overall today was alright..

do take care of your 'eyes' and if you need anything just spit it out to me..im doing all this sincerely and not asking anything in return...thanks for being there when im sick and i really hope you should not wory to much aye ? :] just now that im always waiting for your presence...

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just got to use the com,after me needed to quarrel.Been bored staying at home.i want to go out,btw at home not like i have activities to do.The computer? hah! i may need to drag those using and finally my turn.

yesterday's was shaheed's pit or chalet,not sure...sorry shaheed ! i couldn't go,as i can't go out of this freaking house even !...btw still HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!*it's on friday actually* May all your wishes come true,and be succesful person.Don't create trouble and make sure you know what you're going and leading.Loves!

yay me ! tmr going school...i know.. i know.. going school?wth?1 right...but to me school's fun . And nthn can be better to go school if you're in my shoes.

Tmr, is gona be a great day for me?...yeah! it'll be great! exciting! celebrating ..but sad couldnt get the gift's on time..but it's okay in the morning....we'll hve fun aye?:D HOMA !!

Trust me i want to go school alright.bored at home ! grr...super bored..rot enough..not like i have entertainment.

I WANT HIM BY MY SIDE,MISSING YOU ALREADY !! :(

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