hmm.. it's been 6 days of raya..and i havent go out much..visiting my relatives.hmm that's because my parent started working and brothers schooling.

Ohh ohh! one thng im happy but alright bout it is.. i got my new handphone back !!! cool or what?!!
Marlyana kita kai handphone same model uh!!...hee. suke seh aku, dpt hp alik...oh ya... my best buddy Q,returned from johor,visiting her granny for raya! i miss you girl! :S and my lovely bestfriend,hamida also finally talk to me! heeepikaiyuu.!!! suke aku..

ohh, today something happened,something irritating, as it is always the case,i will just wait and see,maybe i don't confront her,but ill wait for the worst..i thought you'll stop your bad attitude,but somehow,you just have to do the same to my own lovely buddy.i knew it was you, as that 'feeling' grew inside.haha! we'll watch and wait.i know everything,but i'll not take actions first.

to you,my buddy; im missing you already,but i just cant meet you yet.i want to meet yo quick so i can hug you and tell you i love you.wishing to see ou in baju kurung,and keep a picture of it.hee.but from far,do keep yourself away from trouble and take care of yourself aite :B i love you :B

kk im off.. see ya..

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GEESH! tmr raya! shiok ape?! haha well everything is ot really fully complete still needs to be cleared somewhere in the house.ohh kk, im sorry...

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Hello!! been busy with raya preparations.But also can be tiringg and annoying you know.Still havent got my clothes,but it's okay.Yesterday 140909 was very tiring,met up with mum and auntie and went to geylang and and with my uniform, can you imagine how much can i sweat,it's already hot there and with my school uniform and ,idk,just very humid.Reached home at about 11.45.Talked on phone till about 12.30 and finally went to bed.

okay..now just in the library,right now just feeling so damn bored,and fucked up,just dont feel like talking to do anything.,i can't believe im tearing in my school library.omg.. suck up sia.

Im suppose to meet S , then mum ask me to meet her at 4.45,im alreadynot sure what time will S finish or reach school.I bet mum will make more noise if i were to be late meeting her again.idk lah..ape nak jadi ,jadi lah..then S ask me to go home,im already in school.WTF SIA! idk lah everything just cock up just like that .Im so irritated,very annoyed.argh ! WTH!

i still gotta to send my classmate our group project ,and i got alot to do sia.nvm,im out of words.bye

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i know I've not been updating regularly.

had no idea why...just couldn't find the answer why I'm like this...
is it because of what happen?my feelings change?paranoid?help ...
ever since,I'm just not me..maybe there's something bothering me but i cant figure that out..
something really makes me feel confuse...
Can i share? i cant...
just couldn't spit it out...
not been good recently..or from the very beginning of fasting month..been crazy...
i hope everything is going to be alright..?
thanks alot to you... :(

im sorry i missed yo badly...
im sorry i loved you badly...
im sorry i did things to you...
im sorry i thought of you always..
but i just want to have you with me all the time..now thats wrong

cut the crap ! i can't take it any longer!

i admit i do things wrongly at times,but this time is just not right...

can anyone help me?just anyone..?i feel so down today..had no idea why..but i don't feel like talking or anything else.it's time for a change...

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