IRREVOCABLY LOVED

Saturday, October 30, 2010'♥

Just finish cooking with my hilarious mum (: had a good time together ! ill miss that...

Oh something lame to tell...we bought a new washing machine! cool kan? Now i don't have to hand wash my school uniform(:

Went to market earlier.Trust me, it was super pack although its 12! While i was paying my last goods..my boss from previous attachment called me, i was shock but happy, maybe i get a good position..! haha, lamee!They are in need of workers due to the change of shop and venues.experienceee worker pleaseee!! (:

Finally,im beginning to relax with problems,or i'll be much more depressed.Its really tiring you should know.My eyes are swollen, as well as my gums.I'm glad we've settled our problems and we're fine now (: friends alright ! (: And as for you, i love you and we're be loving each other for a long time alright,what ever happens, i love you still..let's compromise and make time.

I LOVE YOUU!! (=

Im still struggling,i know he's with me

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With Love, 11:05 PM

Friday, October 29, 2010'♥

Okay things are going out of hand at times..That shouldn't have happened.But we can compromise, do we?

calling someone a bitch or a whore was the worst thing to do,i hope it's all out of anger,but why must it always happened in front of me?

I've avoided the person,but seems like it's your turn.What does this mean?Is it going to be a revenge or does it happen for a reason?

Now what? good? bad? oh god... im super helpless, why can't we just start all over again, and stop all this very challenging problems.

Helpless.Diagnose.Lonely.Miserable.FUCK!

I want everything alright...

Labels: i love you

With Love, 2:53 AM

Tuesday, October 26, 2010'♥

I know im being irritating , and i myself do not know why..
Sorry ah lau dah menyusahkan hidup u..!
So why not.. now.. like right now.. i make my move!
your life will be at ease and no problematic causes!
FUCK LAH!

Practical earlier was super boring...did nothing, but some ice bath test for POTATOES!!??
Sorry to say ah, but the teacher also......B**INGG!!
But ended early, that's good ah, heh :B

Alik je mengamok! ingat aku tkde cerita lain pe?! I had enough and i already told you, i dont know why, so stop asking me ah sial!Too bad you already said it! and I'll OBEY that.. (=
I guess its over...

headache headache headache!! bye lah!

Labels: puke ah aino

With Love, 3:14 AM

Sunday, October 24, 2010'♥

Earlier was boringg.my music? re-played like more than 10 times?! yeah,uhaa (:

Only at three i get to use the lappy. My eyes are half open, because was sleeping earlier..sleepy gileeee....brrrr :/

And now , not really chatting cause someone is busy....just wait ah..again half sleepy and hungry? haha.nonsense kn...munched something,abit more awake,keep eating lah...

besok, school but havent wash my uniforms...later ill get it done..(:

hungry hungry hungry!! CHEESE FRIES?? :D okay i seriously don't know why i've been wanting cheese fries okay. just that ...it's....NICE! :B

kay... now im still thinking wether to watch a movie or not... because almost all of the movies i've watched...alamak!

I MISS YOU LAHH! BILE MAU JUMPE LAGI, DAH NAK FLAT LINE...! BOOHOO!! ):

Labels: touch youu (:

With Love, 12:14 AM

Saturday, October 23, 2010'♥

im super super frustrated with something which i've been taking care of...haizz.. why sia why?!! ):
cut it!

Now and exciting news was confirmed today, hmm 24..dec... haiz, must i get sick again?? NOT!
cut it!

People love me i guess, been asking me like a thousand times when am i coming back, but i'll have to wait for the right time.sorry guys! :S But if there's nothing getting in my way, sure i'll be there (=

Sekarang kn, byk susah tau! dari pada satu ke satu! haiz, okay, seriously im still frustrated with certain things...u! why are you dead! dont lah! its only a year! then that bitch! why? nothing disturb u! beh? ape? update?FISH MAYNE!

tk fair, afiq kua, i can't! haha but it's okay what's the use of phone and internet right?? yeah, but not same lahh... nvm...anw, still kecoh bout timetable,yg mana senang untuk krg dtg, tapi choose not to.haiyo..skrg kene tukar...must change that means!NYAHAHA! go..DIE!

i miss you,very much. all this while we meet each other was not enough, a longer time please.and and...privacy? thank you! not say disturbed but...coincidence lah *kasi chance* We seriously need to make time,haaaaaa.....ble jadi gile ta-u! eh u..u did something yg i never expect seh...kk shhh! when can we both go back to school together? i miss those times...nak hug nak kiss nak be with you!! i nak i nak!!....kay lah im sad bye... ):

and now... i should say that i've eaten but hungry again, i tried not to eat alot, but stomach's nagging.. whaaatttt..HAHA. oh i miss my friend bestfriend idra, where kau? dah busy nan boyfriend aku pun kau tk pandang eh,pantat!...

QC, i need to read up, like seriously what cock she talking never go into my brain,and what's in mind..? CHEESE FRIES!! (= i dont know lah... craving for one i guess..buy me anyone i'll loooooooovveeee youuuuuuuuuu :B

chatting,boredd,hungry grr... ;) high cut shoes ): bag ? not really...wax jeans!!!

Toufu dog!! BYE!!

I LOVE YOU (:

Labels: smack my butt

With Love, 2:27 AM

Saturday, October 16, 2010'♥

I remember 16.10.2010

A hang out?? or a ......uhmmm*thinks* o.0"

had fun, but noisy stomach..almost hit by a ball..lucky im saved..thanks love!

Im not a GUY! GIRL OKAY ...GIRL!

That too numerous to count is my line, and stated on facebook hah..

My ppaid low, i hate it. got to wait for along time for me to topup tau..lamee....nvm try it on tuesday aye ?(:

Again im trying my best to settle things, please don't make it hard for me... help me not condemn me.. you want me to stop but what are you doing? you're making me irritated... i was expecting you to help me and not condemn and .... really,if u do feel like leaving things behind i don't mind..if im such a troublesome to you and never right at what i always do.. ): please sah....

Gosh, am i going to be stuck like this forever?like ever...? help me? anyone...? im already down with someone i shouldnt be...i need to concentrate with me studies,pass this freaking FQC.damn lahh.. tk tau lah ape lagi nak tambah masalah....!

FCUK LAH! BYE!

i love you(:

With Love, 11:07 PM

Saturday, October 9, 2010'♥

one thing.. noissssyyyyyy!
My three cousin, the triplets are here at my place, and they're super noisy,i agree with mum that boys are much more noisy when comes to playing games,any sorts of games.
I really wonder are they playing games with eyes and mind or ..MOUTH! what they're playing XBOX =.=' weird right??? @.@!

right now, me and mum are trying to control our patience and anger,why? unhappy bout somethings. Shall not say it,later...KECOH !

Again i wish ..will there be cheese fries falling down from the baby blue orange whatever sky?? *its afternoon*im craving for cheese fries lahhh..
Haven't eat ah, that's why...HUNGRY!!

Oh gosh,im saying this again, i f**king miss you too!!! we got to meet up like seriously.. hmmppfftt :/ i though of meeting you just now,but i don't think there's time uh..im sorry dearest )=

WAHH SUPER NOISY, I CAN'T STAND IT! GET OUT KIDS!! BUT!!! they're lovely too (=

Tomorrow's the big day for all AFS studs(= atts and QC shitty module and coming of school after atts.DREADFUL.....ahuh =.='

Im bored )= no one chatting with me...
okay lah tkde pape lagi, my little friends are already calling me...booyah! (=

Labels: hahaha stupid (=

With Love, 10:42 PM

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This is my second post =.='

Super bored;

waited for a friend to come online i guess i have slept for more than 5 hours.
where can you be friend?? o.-?

Hungry hungry hungry..food food food.. where are you?? *stomach growls*

you want to know what 'ive been doing? fighting with my brother to use the net! @.@!
irritating tau.

Nak keluarrr !!! *bangs head on the wall*

ay! i miss you lah! bile mau jumpe?? nak mati ni :-L

Ahhh boredd sakk !!

Sometimes i don't know why, i miss you badly, but i can't say it or tell.It's like im looking at someone who is giving me the hand language... you tell, you die! But im very sure you on your own would know if i miss you or not,maybe through how i talk to you, or how i behave like.It's been long i haven't meet you, for me it maybe long ah..so when i get to meet you... in a word heaven! seems like i got to grab in my arms soon..!! watch out ! :P

Plus,things are getting out of hand girl,you've cause a trouble which can cause a fatal accident.You don't see that do you? because you're such a stupid person, who doesn't think whats the consequences! S T U P I D !! I so hate what you've done, if anybody gets heart attack for your doings, your life is going to be just the same and as perfect as hell...PANTAT!

will there hamburgers falling down the awesome blue black sky? *uhm,its night time, :)*

Ish! i still can't take it with you! bye lah! :@

Labels: KCUF

With Love, 5:52 AM

Friday, October 8, 2010'♥

sometimes, i don't get you. sometimes i get you.
what exactly do you want? Just spit it!

Im trying to get to you,but you won't let me.
So what you want me to do? >:-(

Stop giving others problem, or you'll get double.
fix your own broken glass! :x

I understand you, but please don't cry =(
I can't stand seeing you cry =(

i want to meet you too =(
but we'll have to wait ..

we need to take more pictures! (=
hang out more! (=

everything's starting again, but you're away..
please come back =(

idk why but i like this picture (=

With Love, 11:32 PM

Wednesday, October 6, 2010'♥

Look! what you've read is obvious it's my feelings alright? I didn't expect you'll read it, but..that's the honest feelings i had,i don't know but we're over it now.

hmmm,im glad that dad's home already.But im afraid to talk to him, as i wasn't in good terms with mum,just don't want my dad's BP to go up again.yup, super not good when you're not in good term with your parents, you'll feel guilty as well as hurtful,because harsh words are throwed at you like that, i mean repeatedly okay..what ever with hat, we're fine now.

Today.. friends coming back from penang...sure they had fun... earn extra knowledge there.missed AQILAH of course(: After sending them to airport, lucky i've got company home,took bus as usual,super long waitt.....!!

I just need you to explain why you did that,highly shock :S ... you don't have to apologize cause it's not your fault, if i didn't have asked you wouldn't do it, and i guess that's a bad dream for you.I'm confuse ..like totally confused,mixed up feelings.what ever ah.....

damn! Oct 11 is just around the corner...get back to school and the most boring subjects ever! not sure if i can even concentrate with the teachers different atts! its FQC and FSH,aghhh! thanks sia FQC ...never liked (: what to do study je lahhh....

you,going for attachment.do well and get good grades.im sure you're able to.just do what they ask you to.but never show atts cause you might be send back to school, that sucks! i can't see you again,sadsad course,but keep in touch ): hurhur .... if we could've known each other since January *boohoo* nvm... i wish every happiness and study hard, don't flirt! I'll slap and pinch you.

just send you hugs and kisses and misses here (: *hugs && kisses && misses && pinches*

taking care (:

With Love, 7:30 PM

Friday, October 1, 2010'♥

Maybe its hard for you...

Maybe you don't want to let me know...

Sorry to say that i have found the answer myself...

I wonder why is it like this...

If im such a disturbance tell me ah...

I KNOW IT ALREADY DUDE! YOU SUCK!YOU'RE NEVER HONEST,I SAW IT NOW,I SAW IT DAMN IT!

NEVER EVER FIND ME AGAIN!!!!!!

With Love, 8:32 PM