today brother's being a pussy and a fucked up person doesnt know he is a fucked bullshit. too many to describe ! so one thing for him...

ya thanks alot! if you wanted to use it,im always giving you on the spot,but you..? what about fcking you? did you do the same? fked up no ! i know it's different now then last time,but you can at least fking respect right? dawg! I don't understand what a fkedup life i've got after i admit a mistake i've done,but the least you people can do is to respect,i still respect you as a fked up person ,but i just don't think you even do the same to me.so what if you have the materials that actually at young aged student shouldn't need it! i dont fking care ok?! as long as i've got smthn with me thats fine..not like you..yes i know i show bad example at times but that doesnt mean you don't have to do this fking attitude to me right?! what a dawg you can be sial,HAHA! never know that such a person can still be around me.

I should just say some,and not in details : environment just never the same,as always.more attitudes and things that i should be more patient with.Don't talk to me bout trust,i hate that topic!Lost everything.nonsensically , the house key? hah! dawg! things in school,wtf? must update everything should they? anjing!ahh!!just any other problems you can think of ...

today..had fun with my buddy. hang-ed out for awhile and finally bused home,thanks Buddy ! appreciates lots,and hey! im really sorry bout not getting the lord of the ring this coming monday,just that my eyes begin to hurt for days...hmm.but i hope you'll take care of it, and really,enjoy wearing it,remember terms and conditions applied..HAHAH!! btw today's prac was alright..had to present in front of the class,and duh? i had to speak,lina hold the paper but it all cool,heh :D ohh ya! on the 4 ,13,18 august i got test mayne! 4 aug and 18 aug are FHP tests, and 13 aug is my FHS test,hopefully i'll remember what i've learnt. nvm FIQA CAN DO IT! HEH :P i ponder for laksa sioll!!! bile lah aku nk mkn laksa...sape sape ble masak kan? ble? :P another ponder is....SKL STRAWBERRY!! hmm right now just chatting with my buddy and thinking of what to do next. k lah..

taking care folks! ybbud.u.evol.i

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hey ! :D im finally back in school! yay! okay lame...=.=' haha,bad of me to not attend my lecture,heh...thanks to aqilah for helping me get my notes,thanks Aqilah ! :D

Right now im having break before the next lesson start at 11.30.

Yesterday i was told that dad wanted to have a talk with me,feeling scared i just did my own housechores and act as per normal.Didnt really talked to him,but im still trying to relax,wishing i must not be 'suspended' from school.oh! at home....i've been eating delicious meals at home,especially my mum's fried chicken heh ! my favourite you know, nothing can beat my mum's chicken okay !!haha kk back to what i say...

Going to the month of August, waiting for the day, 3August2009. Im sure im gona enjoy that wonderful day of mine.Let's be happy aye:D. Oh, not forgetting august is also the month which im going to enjoy most....FASTING! yay! and next HARI RAYA!! woohoo!! sure can slim want...but after dawn ima eat as much..hahaha....im sure fasting month will be a great month for me,it's like after a long time.Try uh puasa sebulan.xD

- Im just excited to see him in contact lens, sure he's gona look damn cute...^^ we wear grey together! hee...oh also rings! blackie..!!! hey! to you..im doing all this sincerely,not asking anything in return so don't feel obligated aye? It should be me returning you your deeds and never think that you're using my money aye? love ya loads!!

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Well, today just stayed at home,not much of activity, just watched HP and the half blood prince,parents bought the DVD.

My prepaid low...again! what siaa...all low, even batt.. cool right?...watever .

I want to go back to school ! I know to you guys out there,school's boring,but to me school is much fun than staying at home having to do nothing.

Alil misunderstanding with a friend of mine,but we're back in good terms. Just freaked out,but it was alright..explained and settled.. :]

These few days,yes i did think through bout things just won't stop playing in mind. I thought i've ought to change myself,but im not changing because of other course...but certain things im also still confused about . I don't want to loose anything anymore.It's hard for me ,guess.Ill do it slowly and change.more me.

ps: to you,im so sorry,should've explain clearly.Im sorry i've hurt you.but please don't get angry like that again, you scared me and i wouldn't be thinking straight.Im missing you already and i have to speak to you.see you tmr and i would love to hug you tight! :]

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today,i had fun with him! i finished school at about 5.30? or 5? he waited for me and went back home together..yeepee!! school's alright.Had theory all the way..sucks!..PM lesson was alright but still kecoh tho ; hahaha ... ive got nothing much to say actually but just fun i have...hahaha.i'll update more if i have more to say okay? haha take care peeps!

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K how should i start... ohh ! a week past,so far so good, keep it up fiqa ! stayed at home he whole day today, didnt go out,parents working.Still adjusting myself with the 'atmosphere', hah!

Today's special movie what? Harry Potter blah blah.. boringg!! k nvm. Im so bored at home.i want to go out siaaa....i want lappy !!

I know it's only Saturday, but i miss you boy!! We had fun yesterday, laughter filled the air.. chey! mcm P. Schools timetable changed and i end much more later than before, so got to bare with the practical and theory dragging for hours.hmm pity him that ,he have to go school everyday at 8 am.but it's okay you'll get use to it.

im in need of new songs.all my new songs are in my new phone but it's confiscated, grr... so i eed it in my com so that i can put it in my mp3 or mp4, maybe both lah kay..songs!

akuuuuuuuuu sayaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnngg kauuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!

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HEY ! sorry for not updating !! Didnt have the internet and finally got back, but only now im using the com, been busy or should i say couldn't use the com for some time..

Let me just write what i've missed.Couldnt go school for a week after school reopen.due to some reason which ill never forget and never to be repeated! never! Now back to school, so far so good but still adjusting myself with the situation..but it's alright,just have to obey..

Missed my friends and teachers and some 'places-of-interest' in school. Everything's change,much more serious i should say.All i have to do now is study and just go through the important time to come.I've stopped some things, shouldnt mention.People will realise themselves.

To you, it's been a great time, hope this will carry on,but at the same time, some things i have to not do, hope you'll understand,and just bare with me, but i'll try my best to get back like usually we are.Hpe to go far,but ohwell....thanks for verything you've done for me.been great having time together with you.sorry if i've changed,but i guess it's for the better? but never my attitude change okay? Just know that, i'll inform you if there's anything,and never leave you aside.

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