Yes, long time since i last update.

Lots happened,and still sober.Damn right,im still struggling to get through it with patience.
But it keeps coming on and on.Just having a hard time for now, like right na,this month .*so much for a new year*

Having extra number coming to my house.Clearly known EXTRA WORK.
Patience is all i need..strength too..IM FED UP D:

Work? Been doing night shift, now as yup above...seriously seh... bingit tau! bingit!
Doing work at night especially when other workers don't wish to co-operate and keep ordering others , things that can be done quick and end early slows down, she is who i meant, in her own world and thinking she's got the rank! puh-lease! you can dream on okay?C:
As for you..
Lots been coming between us, and i know its hard. Harder for me as you know im weak.Everything i said, its harsh and i may mean what i say,not like you just know me yesterday,you know pretty well.So now i should say,i make it sound harsh but i dont mean what i say.it hurts me alot when i dont get what i want from you or with you. And that's when small think it became a fuss ,FOR ME. i know, just bare with it, But you've changed to what i see.Honestly, you've change into a different shit! And i hate that!I hate who the hell you are now! you get it! Im strong with other and outside away from you,but when im in front of you, im like total WEAK bitch! You're a non caring person with me now.you just heck care with me.you dont entertain me anymore. you dont tell me things. you lie to me.you pushed me aside.you prioritise work before me!what the fuck am i to you?you're not him anymore!you dont change,you get out of my fucked up alright?!thanks for what you've done and what i said otp, you got what you want.Idk what else to say lah...
can we cut this crap? can we end this? can we forget it? can we start afresh? can just... STOP IT! ??? CAN WE??? I LOVE YOU OKAY I DO!