This is like the second post, im writing. firstly im bored and secondly, i just feel like writing out my feelings.

As usual,mum came from work, first thing first, nag,second had to clear my flooded balcony, like super annoying.

enough of that, now this:
yes as i said on fb, im not with you, but somethings you do can really hurt me so bad that what i've told myself was true, maybe i shouldn't say or talk anything because it doesn't matter.Like seriously , it doesn't matter.AT ALL!Ya up to you ah, what you want to do,but its normal for people to take a glance,not like i want to see but it appeared on the facebook homepage.Its annoying ah...i really don't know what to say..seriously its up to you,i hack care with what you're going to do.But i should also admit, i still do care alil inside, but i don't show,what do you know? you know nothing, nothing at all.I don't blame you,but it really hurts alot.you know when i say something its all a lie.but i don't think you even care.bak kata org melayu"buat ape terkejar kejar, kalau org lain dah tak nak" btol sgt sgt lah tu!...

So, is this your revenge to me?huh? doing what i did that can make you sad, to me? please ah that's childish,already i find you desperate.im trying to get back to normal but it wont work if you keep hurting me...not physically ah, but inside sia.maybe im still caring bout it, where else i shouldn't be.appreciate that im still caring rather then like what you said, end it like how we started,STRANGERS . i hate that,so don't make me do it.im trying to forget things but it wont work if ou keep bringing up the past,im trying to see you as a changed person but it wont allow me if you keep behaving like an asshole.u see that ASSHOLE!

i need u; you weren't there
i love you; do you?
im jealous; you're not
im lonely; you're busy
just leave me if you cant make it.
PLEASE,DON'T HURT ME

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