One thing.Feeling excited the whole day of the plan,planned.

Second,spent like four hours at qilah place to wait for you and entertained myself by watching DVD's

Third,bad news came up and had to settle it.

okay okay, here's the thing, waited for four hours at someone place is super embarassing and i had to make myself a thick skin pal to just kill time, or else, im nowhere.

Super sad i had to leave you at a very quick time.i was already crying,cause it hurts.It really hurts for you to leave just like that,it HURTS alot.

You came back,when you don't have to.maybe you don't know my attitude that even if im being sulky i expect you to come back but you're acting as if you just known me yesterday. )=

I loitered around,i was feeling very down,when you came(: thanks for cheering me up. i appreciate it,but sorry if i've let it out,THAT'S ABIT OF WHAT YOU FACED. consider yourself lucky(: I get scolding coming home late,but it was worth it.im ): but also (: get it?

haiz, i don't know lah, to you, im not understanding,but to me, you're there...which one is right also im confused with.

Right now, i can still feel the stretch of the veins near my eyeballs as i have already poured alot earlier,but who cares.im just waiting for my buddy to online,hmm if you're too long,i might have to go offline as im very tired,haiz, strained eyes.. ):

I changed to be a quiet person,but it's only for a while, i want it to last longer as so i wont be easily heart broken.hmmm, certain things i can be demanding ah, but it wont happen if one dont do anything wrong.

i hope we could be much more happier and no arguements.seriously im tired,IM TIRED!
THANKS(:

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