The lectures and advise you gave had already sunked in my head for a very long time.But i find that you are at the same time trying to demoralize me.i get what's my mistake,thanks for reminding me to not repeat the same mistake,but its not encouraging me either.You want things like last time,im making that time.But are you?maybe you do not know how much it really cut my veins for waiting for you as long as four hours when i could go home and sleep and study and all,i choose to wait for you but what's the result? 5 mins?? that's seriously sucks.i can't too much.im sick, not feeling well,like i can just turn off like any moment.don't say you appreciate,because that's just words.I get that iim always texting around you,but..now you are,a revenge to me? astaraghfirullah.*if i spell that right* I will accept that.where's the time given when you're at home?sure to be a reason,why you can't.What am i now?where can i go to. everyone's like so busy,and im trying to find someone who can actually help me,HELP ME not ENJOY WITH ME! like stated in facebook,i'll be normal, but you'll be worrying.i dont want that to happen.because it'll not be pretty.stop demoralizing me u, stop! it hurts.will you get tired crying very night?

insyallah, everything will be fine.im very sensative now.just anything can hurt me.i haate being fucked up with you.tk bgs.sorry but i have to go off. continue later at night.

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