life saviour!!! thanks sayang! (: 2 bucks added!

things around not been great,worries everywhere,compromise.oh god,please help us ):

i can't a solution to us,but i just hope that,things will be better,had no idea what's wrong..but am i at fault?..things been questioning in my head,but you see it? no...

about friends,having problems that they are not comfortable with me.so am i too rough? too open? too exagerate? tell me at least, don't just back off like that. Never mind, maybe one day a right friend that can actually suit me will come to me . just hope that its not too long to wait.

im jealous to look at you with what you have now.but all i can do was to shut my eyes from looking at those.I know im not as free as you,but sometimes,i already have the chance with me,but it wont happen.thanks for the encouragement you've given,seems like i'll just have to keep on waiting...hmmm...

am i part of the group? am i considered as the book worm too? or am i jsut disrupting you guys? tell me...