I don't why but it's just me...since it's the beginning of fasting month,my mind is always looking back at the past.It makes me feel scared and hating them.I wondered why did i even do those things that can really upset my parents when,i knew that will upset them.Is this a sign that fasting month is the month when i can realize every single bit of my mistake and make sure i don't do it again.Felt this is the time to start a fresh.But wondering how am i suppose to kneel down to my parents and seek forgivness?Im gona be damn shit embarassed..

that biggest mistake of mine , will never get out of my head and will always make me think before doing anyone stupid.i know,why only this time, a mistake i do will really sink into my head? i admit ,yes...well ,thats why from now on,i just keep it to myself and never tell it to anyone or i breakdown and cry.

kk. thats it for that topic..right now just in sch during my break time,doing nothing,in the library.Me with marlyana and aqilah.hmm,but they're off to somewhere else.kk.. ive got nothing else to say...seems like im not in a good area?...you know what i mean?...

take care bye!

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