Alright,what happen recently...nothing much,just online and chat here and there.Hang out with buddies but for a while.been bored at home,very.I've always wanted to see how he'll look like in the vans shoe's i've present him on his birthday last thursday 2 April.Went out with my cousin and him yesterday,was great .He look awesome and totally fine.i though i'll be staring at him but end up something he did that just stopped me.

Well.somehow.sometimes people do make mistakes.But this is way to far.I really,didn't expect the worst.But it's okay people do find thousands of ways to avoid from being it leak out.I've forgiven but may not forget bout it.Trying my best to let go.And now my own bestfriend not sure if he can even face me?Please , don't have to.just be normal and not like im going to do anything.I was not shock yet very dissapointed.im back to normal but still need time.Just know that if this were to happen again, i may not even forgive you and regardless you're someone close to me or long time we've known each other or what ever it is.if it's enough means enough.Thank You.

And as for you my dearest bestfriend,i really appreciate what you've done for me,but somehow i expect you to just tell me the truth.It's okay, it's not your fault, you were told to do it and you have no choice but too help me.i understand your reason that you're busy but let's not act different okay?Please act normal,i want the old you back :(

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