Sunday, February 22, 2009'♥
uhm.. today was nothing much?...parents noticed its not me as said, been few days?...tmr have to get my ass back to school. not sure if i could even smile or walk around looking at some people's faces.but i have to.
Had lunch at about 4?watched IP man,felt abit bitt better,mum asked to watch our holiday videos dad found while clearing the study room,that video fyi, was 10 YEARS BACK !i felt very touched and cried to see me young and how different i've changed .and so.. everyone's on their own.now me blogging.the rest watching shark's tale?blurgh!
to ;all this while i know i've been hurting your feelings,and im sorry if i've done so.Never thought this could be worst,but at least give me the chance to say the truth and explain everything,i understand you're feeling very hurtful and therefore no other words should be said.I've never had another crush,i swear upon god, but if you still assuming that is going on,i've got no comments.It's hard i know.Some things you said wasnt true.But if all the things you've said are true and that it should happen..i'll do it for you,so that i won't hurt you anymore and so i've payed back all the mistakes i've made,may you tell your problems to your goodfriend or so,i'll accept that,and if you hate me,truly understood.My feelings now are all crashed too,cause im shock to receive that message,i cried and though i've done it.It's up to you to forgive me or not,do please find some other girl who doesn't hurt your feelings at all,i guess you've wasted your time on me.Thanks for the time spent together and always wishing you all the best in life and success.Do good in your course and never give up.It's best if we both leave each other alone and don't talk at all for now onwards,cause talking to us again will makes things worst but one thing before we go separate ways,i would love to get things cleared first.just give me that time and never you'll see me again.not any drama here but the TRUTH.If only you'll listen and trust.JUST TRUST...Labels: how i wish someone would know