hmm.. its been sad these few days. thought i would but can't.one thing, dad changed CPU and all gone gotta restore and everything, sent someone email but never replying or dont wish to.. i dont know.but just getting bad dreams bout it. urgh! i cant stand it any longer.today got move to granny's place and stay there, wth! brother's getting his result,gementar, mine's otw, walao.need to topup.need to go out.i'm just not myself, feeling pain every second. just need to find something new to do.maybe i could hang out with my bestfriends again,if only i could.what else.find a job.get a life.this is freaking boring.FUCK LAHH!!!

f only i can do my own things as have as i wish and everything, this is so sickening.
fuk it fuk it fuk it!!
sometimes i think its too hurtfull to e friendly or bother, cause... they dont even look up on it.and now that everything is gettin worst i had no idea why..havent i had enough??!! jsut stop it lah k..fuck lahh


why do i still....why do i really....why do i even wish too...

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